3rd week of training

still, time flying pass by…
its been 3th week already
seriously, besides getting familiar with the operation of the company
we did help to handle the tender also
as i said before, we training at contract and tender department
for the previous day we just helping to filing or photostat
but recently, we get involve in preparing tender document which the company currently tendering for rawang highway from JKR
getting the quotation from the sub-contractor, calculating the costing,
doing the break down, and…filing…

saying truth, im quite enjoying the life of training at here
i will rather choose to do office job than doing at site and be a site manager…or even worse
the say those QS colleague give some advise
they says that be qs is better than site manager
even if you want to be site manager
you still can be site qs
you can perform multi task and handle more task than normal site manager do
it did let me have a chance to seriously think about my future career
which do i willing to stay?
site? office?
should i continue building?
graduate with management?

for the 1st day, as usual…doing final and some tender…
wondering if we can finish out those final account when we are out of training period
that’s really too much…
even fouth week already, still, even air panas havent get done yet
although those colleague says that not much senior have chance to do it’
but it doesnt comfort me at all…
hahahaha

2nd day, still final… besides having some job like printing A1 drawing
photostat document…
3rd day… final… printing… photostating…
wonder how danny get through those day for doing final account for 3 weeks already…hahahaha
no wonder can be king of final account
4th day also busying final and photostating
it seems like monday miss tan and mr foo gonna go for tender
everything is in rush, yet i feel like doesnt fit in
seeing them busying i just sit there doing account…
i hate been helpless…

5th day, its surprise me when we are almost done with our stuff and suddenly mr lew told that we gotta OT
OT? wondering the needs of OT for me…
besides helping photostat, i dont even have chance to help them fix the figure or change the formula
i know that if too many people get involve changing the formula will only lead to chaos
i know that when im helpless i should stand aside…
i know that when they need help for photostat i should act like im so appreciate it…
but im totally down for it
i hate this…

6th day, actually there’s no need for me to work today
i have arrange and replace my time for it
1st reason is for my own reason for melaka trip
2nd reason, knowing they are rushing tender for monday
still, im hoping that at least i can share some of my effort

we have plan so long for melaka trip since we work
adjusting the best timing for everyone’s convenient
waiting andrew come back from taiwan
since we are in different gouping
ah foo have replace his working time last saturday,
coz thought that will go last week,
but we din succeed…
so this week its my time to do replacement
its been excited that finally we have settle down the things
and finally we go for an agreement
its always been tough for planning
especially when every time when we ask for suggestion
and for sure everybody will answer
”dunno..” “no opinion..” “its ok for me…”
then when we have an idea, and then someone will come out and say
”hah…” “but…” “why we dont..”
ya… some sort like that
saying the truth, this is the last chance for our trip
i can almost assure that no more better chance after this
so… hope it wont disappoint me anymore…